Well it's been a while. Getting older and loving it. And if you believe that you'll believe anything.
haha.HAHAHAHA!
Trying to get back into all my sites. Don't remember passwords. So having to redo everything.
We have no internet at home so will have to visit library to use theirs now.
Other computer died and my wonderful son in law was able to find another and set it up for me and Sascha my beautiful Granddaughter has been such a help with teaching me how it works and working
out the kinks in it all. Her patients are so good with me. I loose my mind when i can't understand how it all works. Surprised she hasn't disowned me yet.
2020 has proven itself well so far. Husband lost his job and we had to get finances settle to see if we
can even survive.
The stresses of it all have been so great. No words can cover it well
I even have panic attacks in my sleep/dreams.
With no web at home it has been different. Couldn't reach out to friends and jibber jabber, no videos or lovely music to lull me to sleep or into meditation.
It's like with retirement everything we owned retired /shifted with it.
Need to get a garden going. Get a dumpster and toss, toss, toss out all the junk, trash and things the kids have left behind when leaving and i have gathered over the years and he has gathered over the years. So much to do.
This year Nov 11th I called an ambulance for myself and told them I think I'm about to have a seizure ( wow finally learned how to spell that). Now how could I know that if I've never had one? Don't know but that's what came out of my mouth. AND that's the last thing I remember. Woke or should say became conscious of what I was doing/ 4 days in. I was doing the whole time just don't remember the hell I was giving everyone. Once I started being aware of things and what I was doing i became just as mad. Bruises in my arms and woke to nurse thumping them. Husband said they would not restrain me. The best part were the hallucinates they gave me. Wow! Beautiful images. Before it all happened I was wishing I had the guts or stupidity to go on a vision quest and boom I got it and Dr. supervised as well..... I learned so much from it and found out so much about my self and ability
good and bad. Nov 18th I was released although I could not even rise to walk. I got one walk around the hall with a walker only after raising hell and having Medicare let them know I was not ready.
Once home it didn't take me long to ditch the walker and in a while was able to work up to my 4 mile
walk again with out it. Now I'm just starting out with Dr Russel,Chiropractor. After first adjustment
all was well. Then i went and did something stupid like lifting with my arms sitting down thinking that would be ok. Little sore yesterday better today. Next visit is to set up schedule for future adjustments. It's Thursday nest week not this one. I may have to go in sooner for adjustment. She won't adjust us that day anyway.
Well that catches us up I think and i know I left out all the good stuff. But hopefully I am back to posting. We will see. Closing for now.
haha.HAHAHAHA!
Trying to get back into all my sites. Don't remember passwords. So having to redo everything.
We have no internet at home so will have to visit library to use theirs now.
Other computer died and my wonderful son in law was able to find another and set it up for me and Sascha my beautiful Granddaughter has been such a help with teaching me how it works and working
out the kinks in it all. Her patients are so good with me. I loose my mind when i can't understand how it all works. Surprised she hasn't disowned me yet.
2020 has proven itself well so far. Husband lost his job and we had to get finances settle to see if we
can even survive.
The stresses of it all have been so great. No words can cover it well
I even have panic attacks in my sleep/dreams.
With no web at home it has been different. Couldn't reach out to friends and jibber jabber, no videos or lovely music to lull me to sleep or into meditation.
It's like with retirement everything we owned retired /shifted with it.
Need to get a garden going. Get a dumpster and toss, toss, toss out all the junk, trash and things the kids have left behind when leaving and i have gathered over the years and he has gathered over the years. So much to do.
This year Nov 11th I called an ambulance for myself and told them I think I'm about to have a seizure ( wow finally learned how to spell that). Now how could I know that if I've never had one? Don't know but that's what came out of my mouth. AND that's the last thing I remember. Woke or should say became conscious of what I was doing/ 4 days in. I was doing the whole time just don't remember the hell I was giving everyone. Once I started being aware of things and what I was doing i became just as mad. Bruises in my arms and woke to nurse thumping them. Husband said they would not restrain me. The best part were the hallucinates they gave me. Wow! Beautiful images. Before it all happened I was wishing I had the guts or stupidity to go on a vision quest and boom I got it and Dr. supervised as well..... I learned so much from it and found out so much about my self and ability
good and bad. Nov 18th I was released although I could not even rise to walk. I got one walk around the hall with a walker only after raising hell and having Medicare let them know I was not ready.
Once home it didn't take me long to ditch the walker and in a while was able to work up to my 4 mile
walk again with out it. Now I'm just starting out with Dr Russel,Chiropractor. After first adjustment
all was well. Then i went and did something stupid like lifting with my arms sitting down thinking that would be ok. Little sore yesterday better today. Next visit is to set up schedule for future adjustments. It's Thursday nest week not this one. I may have to go in sooner for adjustment. She won't adjust us that day anyway.
Well that catches us up I think and i know I left out all the good stuff. But hopefully I am back to posting. We will see. Closing for now.
